Wednesday, October 30, 2019

HOLDING UP


She was frantic from the things she had heard over the phone had struck terror into her heart. She screamed out again, "Nick fuckin' pick up!" The other end was silent. She had no idea what she needed to do. She had no idea where Nick was and if he was indeed in danger or if this was another one of his annoying pranks. She listened some more, keeping the line open. Moving through her apartment, looking for a pen and paper to jot some things down. She wrote the time he called and the last time they had talked. She remembered the conversation clearly as it was about their relationship. She had wanted to push forth and get more serious about building a future together. He was a bit opposite in that he liked how casual they were. He wasn't seeing anyone on the side, but to put a name on it and start talking future plans seemed to be out of his comprehension at this time. He wasn't young, and neither was she, but life always seemed to take them where it wanted. 

She called up the local Police department on her landline as her cell was still on the line with Nick's phone. She continued to write down some of the jargon she had heard over the phone like "abandon ship," "10 – 4", "It's me, Lee." She circled that name, as it was the only name she could track as she listened. Once the PD picked up, she claimed she wanted to repeat a missing person hoping for the best. After a few questions, she was told that officers would be sent out shortly to further take her statement and a few other things. 

She was driven mad in the time, thinking of all the things that could have happened. She tried to stay calm and get her mind off of the negative, the feat seemed to be beyond her focus at that time. Then there was a knock at her door. It was the police officers sent to take her statement. They came into her apartment and congregated around the kitchen corner, where she sat her cell phone still connected to Nick's phone. The officers asked her many of the same questions the woman officer from the precinct had asked. Then they started asking about their relationship and whether there was anyone who would want to hurt Nick. Her mind had already gone through a list of suspects who could have tried to hurt him, but she told the officers there was no one she could think of. As for their relationship it was like anyone else's she tried to skip over the exact details, but she loved him she was sure that if this could get him back alive is what she wanted most. 


The officers then looked at the notes she had compiled from what she heard of the conversation on the other end. They then asked about the sounds she heard and described the sounds of gunfire to be like two quick-firing fireworks not wanting to think the sounds actually came from a firearm. She was holding up well; no tears had fallen, but they had welled up several times, and she would fight them back, wiping away those that rolled out onto her cheek. She feared how she'd feel once the officers left, but for now, she was holding it together to get them everything they needed. The officers figured the best way to get to the bottom of this was to ping Nick's phone and use GPS to find the exact location. Whether or not Nick would be found there, they couldn't be sure, but that was the next plan of action. She held her breath.  

Vlog #39 READING & LEADERSHIP

Saturday, October 26, 2019

MY NETFLIX MOVIE REVIEWS #189


Alexander McQueen's rags-to-riches story is a modern-day fairy tale, laced with the gothic. Mirroring the savage beauty, boldness and vivacity of his design, this documentary is an intimate revelation of McQueen's own world, both tortured and inspired, which celebrates a radical and mesmerizing genius of profound influence. Written by Salon (Courtesy of Internet Movie Database)

I’d have to say this selection was a departure from my film reviews in that it is a documentary rather than a film and that documentary is MCQUEEN. This is the all too tragic story of Alexander McQueen the fashion designer. Before watching this documentary I knew little about the man and more about his work. What I found myself watching was the creation of a genius who took to fashion learning all he could each step of the way only to realize that being a “genius” comes with a price among all the opulence and beauty his life had a dark side. So for MCQUEEN I give it 3.5 star of 5.
           





Thursday, October 24, 2019

ART SHARE

Back with another Able Abe Studios Art Share. This one is entitled "Stage presence" ...GO!!!


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Wednesday, October 23, 2019

NO SHOWS


Photo credit: Alexander Beck, "Man at table."

There wasn't much more he could do, as he just sat, realizing he would be the only one showing up.  The table was empty except for him, and for most people, this would be devastating. Yet, he reveled in the opportunity to be uncomfortable feeling everyone's eyes on him whispers through other tables looking at the guy eating and drinking by himself. 

Not only that, but he had been there the week before the same table at about the same time waited on by a lovely young waitress with a sweet voice. He really didn't expect to see her again, what would be the odds Friday would be part of her regular work schedule. The odds were pretty good as soon as he was seated by the night's host. She came up to say hi. 

In a flickering of a second, he realized who she was smiling big. She questioned him on making it back, and he shyly agreed the place was up to his standards, feeling he should have something more provocative or flirtatious he stuck with that response. She smiled back anyway and told him it was good to see him. With that, he felt even more secure in his skin if the people he was meeting with bailed on him. 

Eventually, his waiter showed up, disappointed to see it was a male he retired all the possibilities that he'd get to enjoy the presence of the young woman he had tipped so well the last time. He set a time in his mind that if no one showed, he'd place a food order. His phone lit up. It was the people he was to meet, sending him a notice that they wouldn't be showing up. Their reasoning was weak, much like how he began to feel about them as an individual. 

So with that cleared up, he saw what was ahead of him for at least the next hour digging in and resolving to have a wonderful time alone. His waiter came back around, and he asked what he suggested, and that is what he selected. In the process of waiting for his food, he finished the last of the beer he was so delicately nursing till the crew arrived and now knowing they were going to be no shows he was looking to tie one on. 

At one point with his waiter nowhere in sight, he caught the eye of his waitress from the previous week. She walked by with a tray of drinks for another table, and on her way back, she quietly asked if he'd like her to find his waiter for another drink. He was pleased by her attentive gesture with his mouth full of beer from the last sip he awkwardly nodded his head in affirmation. With that, she zoomed off like a buzzing bee to find him refreshment. 

Waiting, he wondered what this act of her could mean he stayed mindful of the entire situation he had found himself in. Thoughts of he weren't worth being a friend with crossed his mind, and he fought with it, finding the belief that he was. Knowledge of self-made him realizes that he was worthy if they couldn't see it, then it's on them. Obviously, some people do, as he came to that resolution, he felt more relaxed blustered by new confidence. 


At that moment, both his current waiter and Carissa came back with his drink. He thanked her profusely in front of the male waiter and watched her walk off, smiling. Then placing his order and enjoyed it. He saw Carissa buzzing around the rest of the night, but as he went to leave, she was nowhere to be found, and he vowed that moment to come back another time and see if she was in.

Vlog #38 WRITING ASSIGNMENTS

Sunday, October 20, 2019

ART SHARE

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Saturday, October 19, 2019

MY NETFLIX MOVIE REVIEWS #188



SMALL CRIMES is a delightfully suspenseful, blackly comic tale that follows a disgraced former cop, fresh off a six-year prison sentence for attempted murder, who returns home looking for redemption but winds up trapped in the mess he left behind. (Courtesy of Internet Movie Database)

With no new Netflix screening selected, SMALL CRIMES was chosen by the brief preview I watched upon looking for something to watch. Once I started to watch, I was intrigued by wondering how this film would play out. With ideas of redemption and second chances for the main character an ex-cop fresh from prison being thrown around, which made for an exciting premise. Throughout the film as well, we were introduced to diverse characters, which made this film dark and slightly comedic. As the story unfolded and tense situations became tenser, we were brought back to this idea of redemption, which made me more mindful of this film's message. So for SMALL CRIMES, I give it 3.5 stars of 5.



Thursday, October 17, 2019

2ND GO AROUND


He sat in his home office perplexed, working out a piece of writing he was working on. He was still yet a no-name to the industry, but he stayed focused, keeping his eye on the prize. The prize in his eyes was reaching the point where he wasn't scrambling, looking for jobs or odd jobs to secure his life and lifestyle. In a way, you could say he was looking for financial freedom from punching a clock like some jerk. He wanted to dictate every minute of his days doing the things he imagined himself doing.

The piece of writing he was working on was a screenplay he had been working on for the last month. His journey to this point was much like any red-blooded American male in their thirties, he graduated with a degree in which it allowed him the ability to freelance with his skills. He was always creative, so it kind of made sense. Along the way, he picked up the love of photography using that to the best of his abilities. Although he had these skills, it wasn't indeed where his heart was, which he was deeply in love with filmmaking. Having an entrepreneurial spirit, he had ventured out to make a few films with a group of locals in his home town, and although having a majority of the projects coming out ok, others were wrought with ego trips, anxiety-inducing phone calls, and a disaster of a final product. 

His heart and creative spirit had a tough time coming back from that one as some of the people had cut him out of their lives as he chalked it up as a learning experience and was looking for the get back project. It then dawned on him the project he was working on was that. So he dug deeper and worked with a few he wanted to make this better than anything his hometown had ever seen. 

He knew the real hard work was ahead as he would have to start from ground zero in a sense figuring all his past connections were tainted for some that bad-mouthing of those who were downright bitches. He had realized that he was taking too much of the blame for
the project going down. There were others who, rather than adding to the project, subtracted drawing in a negative vibe that didn't help in the long run. He wanted to regain that freewheeling spirit he once had as random obstacles would force him back, causing him to doubt his resolve each time. Always wondering if he really had what it took. 

He took this to heart, wondering to himself as he sat at his desk pen and notes reviewing his script. Why his life had to take that route? The resounding answer was this he had gotten involved with people who weren't there to add to the mix; they saw others having a good time and wanted to be that. In his focused mind, he didn't see that, which lead him to lose track of numerous other things, which eroded the project, and in the end, it was a failure. At that moment, he vowed to himself not to let that happen on this 2nd go around.   

Saturday, October 12, 2019

MY NETFLIX MOVIE REVIEWS #187


An outbreak of dog flu has spread through the city of Megasaki, Japan, and Mayor Kobayashi has demanded all dogs to be sent to Trash Island. On the island, a young boy named Atari sets out to find his lost dog, Spots, with the help of five other dogs... with many obstacles along the way. Written by Mike202 (Courtesy of Internet Movie Database)

Having heard many good this about this film I finally got the opportunity to see this film I was pleasantly surprised. The film I am talking about is ISLE OF DOGS. To start by saying this was a genius level film unlike anything I’ve seen, which made it so special. I am familiar with Wes Anderson films and to me this one may be his best. I love the idea of telling a story with dogs as its characters and the animation was fun and whimsical all in fashion for the Wes Anderson style. So for ISLE OF DOGS I give it 4.2 stars of 5.



Thursday, October 10, 2019

ART SHARE

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JUST A LONG DAY


He sat at his booth in the diner, barely touching his food. He was sunken down, looking out the window and scrolling through a conversation of texts on his phone. From looking at him, you could tell there was something wrong. It wasn't like him to not touch the food he loved cheeseburgers. Yet there he sat like the loneliest man in the world having a tough day. 

It started from the moment he got up running late for work and banging his foot on the end of his bed. He then proceeded to only get caught up in traffic and be even later. As the day progressed at lunch looking for a pick me up, he got a hot coffee only to spill on himself to which he still wore the stain that fervently would not wash out before a group meeting where it was him giving a brief update on the accounts he was working on.  Without a blazer on hand, he gave the talk looking like a bum. 

Later on, that day as if the day for him couldn't have gotten any worse Shelly, a woman he had taken on a few dates from the same office he worked cornered him to let him know she was going back to Melvin and give it another try. With the day going as it was, he wasn't surprised it happened; he knew not to mess with her; she didn't know what she wanted. Yet he asked her out in the back of his mind thinking if they got focused, he'd have something to flaunt in Melvin's face. Melvin was the guy everyone hated. The guy born with a silver spoon in his mouth, good looking, with no real sense of the world unless it revolved around him. So good ridden to that he felt let her be Melvin's problem. 

As the day wound down on another work week and it was reaching the end of the day. Everyone was talking about his or her plans for the weekend. He was looking for some way to get himself out of this funk he started scrolling through his contacts looking for friends to hang out with when he came upon a text conversation that stopped him cold. 

He needed something to lift his spirits and decided to treat himself to a meal. It had to be something special his favorite meal was a Cheeseburger and steak cut fries. With that in mind, he went to the best place in town for just that. This joint he was heading to stacked the cheese on the patty as it finished grilling and that the cheese would melt to perfection and become super gooey and in the places where the cheese would melt down the sides on to the grill it would be a crunchy masterpiece. His mouth watered as he thought about it on the way over. He pulled up into the parking lot to find the placed closed for renovations. That as practically the final straw. A significant slap in the face. "Can this day fuckin' end already!" he exclaimed. A transient man shopping in a dumpster nearby yelled at him to keep the racket down. Defeated in even in the ability to cheer him up and have to vent his frustrations, he got back in his car and drove around to partly clear his mind and look for another cheeseburger he could dine one. 

In the back of his mind, he recalled the back and forth text messages from a contact named Charity the Redhead. Finally, he decided on a standard diner that advertised they had a "fantastic" cheeseburger. He pulled into their parking lot and went inside. He'd expect it to be busier than it was, but it was practically empty. He decided to stay weary from his catastrophe of a day. He just wanted some type of reprieve and the cheeseburger, steak fries, and a beer. An older redheaded waitress with a gruff voice met him. She showed him to a booth that had a great view of the main street he pulled off. She offered him a menu to which he refused commenting; he wanted the "fantastic" cheeseburger that he saw advertised in the window. She seemed to know what he was talking about and then asked him what he wanted to drink? "Can I get a beer?" She nodded and gave a shortlist of what they had available. He made his selection, and she left to place his order. A brief moment later, she came back with a bottle of some brand, but not what he asked for. "Sorry we were out of everything else, will this do?" she questioned him. Understanding this as the day he was living, he settled with the selection. He popped the top and took the first sip and disappointment read all over his face. 

In the process of a long day that had tested his strength, he took a minute to just relax. He sat at the table eyes closed and began to just breath. Taking in a breath and letting it out. It was as if he was trying to meditate and just clear out all the negative mojo accumulated from the day where nothing was going right. A thought his meditating mind focused on was hoping that cheeseburger would or could be up to the standards he was used to as it would help even out the heck of a day he was already having. 

He took a look at the order of cooks on the line, wondering if he could decipher from their expressions how this cheeseburger was going to turn out. He continued to wait to flip through the text conversation that had been taking up brain space since leaving the office. As he looked up from his phone for a moment, he saw his older waitress walking in his direction. She had a smile on her face and what looked like a cheeseburger and steak fries on a serving tray. She placed the plate on the table in front of him. Visually appetizing, but he wasn't going to say anything till he got a bite. He took a taste, and it wasn't as bad as the beer, but it was no way great or the touch he needed to get out of this funk. He sat back, picking at the food on his plate till eventually, he decided it was time to call it a day. You can't win them all, he thought. He paid his check and walked out. 

He got in his car and just drove around his town, watching couples on a date night and having fun. He drove as if he was in search of something when he pulled into an open lot to just sightsee. He watched the lights, the cars driving by, and the people out on a Friday night. He thought to himself, life wasn't treating him well that day. Looking at the coffee stain on his shirt, he sat on the bumper and hood of his car and just watched the world go by. 

If he were honest, the day would be ok if he just had someone to share the mess of a day living through it, and they'd let him know he was ok. He looked at his phone the text conversation he had been going through all day with the contact name Charity the redhead stayed in his conscious. The look on his face told more of the story behind the texts. He eventually found the nerve to make the call. The phone rang a few times till there was a pickup on the other end. "Hello," a sweet voice answered. "Hey Charity, this is Alex," he replied, reserved. 

"Oh, hey Alex, how have you been?"
"I'm alright, I've had better days."
"I'm glad you called, what are you up to?"
"I was just about to ask you, it's just been a long day."




Thursday, October 3, 2019

ART SHARE

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Wednesday, October 2, 2019

TWO WEEKS NOTICE



Tick tock went the minute hand another time around the clock as Marvin watched nervously. Today was the day he had planned to turn his two weeks' notice in and he was looking for the right moment to do it that wouldn't cause a commotion. 

Most of the entire staff was on that day, but the early birds would be leaving within the hour, which Marvin thought would be a good time as staffers were in transition. His mind couldn't much focus on his work; his assignment was an ad for Mother's Day to promote the gift shop and online store where he worked. Marvin's job was as a graphic designer. 

This wasn't his ideal position, he dreamt of working in a large firm working on products people would see on TV or producing events that would cause the customer to buy. He didn't hate his current job, but after 6 mo. he knew he could do this job till his dying day and die a man with his song still left in him. He didn't want that he had seen what that had done to his father and a few other close members to the family and it tore him up. This was the reason Marvin had worked so hard in school, thinking that after graduation, he'd land a job that would put him on the map and make his family proud. What he was doing now put food on the table for himself and no one else. Yet he felt like he was settling hiding out for 6-7 hours a day in a warehouse office listening to a 70's rock music playlist on repeat. 

Yes, at the time leading up to the day things transpired that made him question his decision to leave. It was a heartfelt conversation on a break with another staffer that the complicated attraction that developed with the Marketing assistant, the only female working in the warehouse. Yet Marvin was steadfast in his effort to call it quits realizing she was just a flirt. 

Another 45 minutes passed, and the Gypsy woman was playing again over the sound system. The design on his computer screen looked the same as when he had opened the file that morning. Marvin had noticed the Marketing assistant had her shirt unbuttoned enough to show her breastplate tattoo across her chest as he caught the glimpse as he passed by her at a desk assisting a staffer in some corrections leaning over to point on the screen just kept the mystery of her allure alive. 

The person Marvin was keeping an eye on was his Project Director, a family man with a dry sense of humor and in-depth knowledge of things pop cultures like comic book heroes and 80's movies. Marvin could tell he wasn't going to get along with this guy reasonably quickly after he had replaced the Project Mgr. that worked when Marvin was hired. 


Now the early bird staff had just left, and all that remained was the Marketing asst., himself, Project Mgr., and one lone staffer set to go any minute. Marvin readily his letter, which he had researched how to write on his office computer week's prior. As he glanced and saw the PM at his desk and everyone else on break, he felt it was his chance. Marvin approached the PM who never was really looked him in the eye and handed him the letter. In Marvin's heart, he knew he had to sink or swim or otherwise after this job, but he couldn't let his soul down and let it end up dying there.